Time goes by in a blink

 

 

 It is Laura's birthday month. I started to change my Face Book profile picture daily in honor of her.. When I went to change the picture tonight I found this heartfelt poem on my page.  "Remembering you is easy/I do it every day" is so true. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Laura, my daughter. It may be first thing in the morning, or something that triggers a memory during the day; but every night before bed I look at a picture of her beautiful face and say goodnight. It will be 14 years and the part of my heart that died when she did is still dead. 

I always try to post some words around holidays. Anyone who is grieving needs extra support and caring words to help them through their heartbreak, which is more pronounced during holidays. I found this article which is part of the #OptionBThere campaign.  It aims to help people find the words and actions to support loved ones who are coping with loss, struggling with infertility, or feeling left out on Mother’s Day. The article, “How to help parents who are grieving on Mother’s Day” offers advice on how to support bereaved parents who have lost a child.

I wish you peace and comfort this Mother's Day. 

I hope you get to share memories of your beloved child/children. 

💔💔💔💔💔

How to help parents who are grieving on Mother’s Day

When someone loses a child, their world changes forever. Mother’s Day is just one of many days that make that loss feel even more profound. Bereaved parents may feel angry, cheated, heartbroken, or all of these at once—and they may worry they can’t be there fully for surviving children the way they want to be. Whether it’s the first or the fiftieth Mother’s Day after a child dies, part of a parent’s heart always belongs to their lost child. As Darcy Krause of the Center for Grieving Children puts it, “A child is a child no matter how old they are. In a mother’s or father’s heart, it’s their child.”

Parents who have living children in addition to the one who passed can find Mother’s Day bittersweet. One child doesn’t replace another or soften the blow of that loss. Sue Lloyd of Kara, an organization that provides grief support to families, tells us, “It’s like having a separate bank account for each child. Parents want to have pure joy and celebration for their living child but also need to set time aside to mourn the loss of the child who is gone.”

Miscarriage is another loss that can ache on Mother’s Day. In this case, even though parents and family didn’t get to know their child, they might grieve for the life that child won’t have. And if it was a loss early in pregnancy, friends and family might not even know that it happened. That can be isolating as well.

As a friend to a grieving parent, you can never take away that pain. But there are things you can do to help support bereaved parents—especially if they’re not looking forward to Mother’s Day. Experts suggest that you

💔Meet them where they are in their grief 

Psychotherapist and grief specialist Fran Dorf cautions friends not to say or do things that could make a parent’s grief seem like it’s out of proportion or taking too long to resolve. Listen to your friend without judgment or advice. There is no right way to grieve. We need to let others work through their pain instead of trying to force them through it.

💔Let your friend know you’re thinking of them

You could say something like, “You’re on my mind today. I miss Michael, too.” If they have a living child, try, “This day must be filled with mixed feelings for you. I love seeing the relationship you have with Cora and remember your love for Jessie.” If you don’t know what to say, that’s okay. Just acknowledging that it can be a hard day can help your friend feel supported.

💔Say their child’s name

Often when someone dies, people stop saying their name around the grieving family. Experts agree that many families want to hear the child’s name out loud. Grief-support expert Shelly Gillan of Kara says that “it reminds them that their child is still loved and missed by many. A parent’s worst fear is that their child will be forgotten.”

💔Share memories or do something to honor the child—if your friend is ready

Darcy Krause advises that while some grieving parents won’t want to talk about their child, “others will leap at the chance. Follow social cues. If they change the topic, follow their lead.” Let your friend know that you’re available to talk or share stories of their child. If you want to give a thoughtful gift, write a card that they can read when they’re ready. Bake the child’s favorite cookies and leave them at the door with a note. Take a photo of something that reminds you of the child’s favorite color, movie, or holiday and send a text that lets your friend know you’re thinking of them.

💔Support surviving siblings

Darcy Krause reminds us that, even in families, grief can be lonely. Bereaved siblings can feel left out or experience survivor’s guilt that they’re still alive while their sibling isn’t. They sometimes feel pressure to take on the deceased sibling’s role in the family. Pay extra attention to siblings and help them feel nurtured and loved. Plan a special outing with them after Mother’s Day: a trip to the aquarium, an afternoon of arcade games—anything that makes them feel cherished.

💔Encourage self-care

Take your friend for a walk or drop by with a healthy meal. Offer to spend Mother’s Day together doing something relaxing like yoga or catching up on a favorite show.

💔Stay in the picture

Mother’s Day doesn’t necessarily become easier over time for a parent who lost a child. But friends and family can get caught up with their own lives and forget to check in as time passes. Commit to being there in the years to come on Mother’s Day, and to helping your friend keep their child’s memory alive.

Special thanks to Shelly Gillan, MFT, Darcy Walker Krause, JD, LSW, and Fran Dorf, LCSW

Shelly Gillan, MFT, is a licensed marriage and family therapist. She is the director of programs and client services at Kara, a nonprofit that provide grief support to adults, families, and children.

Darcy Walker Krause, JD, LSW, is the executive director at The Center for Grieving Children in Philadelphia. The center provides free grief programming and post-crisis interventions to grieving youth and families throughout the city.

Fran Dorf, LCSW, is a grief specialist/psychotherapist seeing individuals and groups in Fairfield County, Connecticut; Westchester County, New York; and on Skype. In 1994, Fran lost her three-year-old son, an experience that informs her grief work with clients as well as her creative projects, most recently plays and screenplays. Fran’s psychotherapy website is www.frandorf.com

 

How is it to be sad even while you're happy? Just ask any parent who has lost a child and they will explain this. We can be so happy about something, yet there is a hole in our heart -- a very big emptiness in the heart. That place is reserved just for our child. Because our child isn't here, that hole constantly aches and pains reminding us even on our happiest of days that someone special is forever missing. That's just how much it hurts to lose a child.

Repurposed from my FB page. From Silent Grief--Child Loss Support

The passage above is exactly how I still feel.  It is coming up to 14 years since Laura departed this world and the hole in my heart is still very deep. The heartache and emptiness never goes away. I wish peace and comfort to all moms and dads who have lost their beloved children. 

 Copied from FB feed. 

Remembering Cynthia

January 18 was Cynthia's first anniversary in Heaven. I hope the two cousins are together and getting into a lot of mischief. They are both too young to be there. Girls, you are missed so much. How I wish I could bring both of you back to this crazy world we are living in. Love always💖

 

Wishing you HOPE & Peace